to be or not to be .as long as you don't forget me

i'm sure we all know how it feels to have been forgotten at one time or another .it sucks .you want to say "hey what about me?" but at the same time you don't because what if you weren't forgotten? rather left out on purpose .more then often that's no the case though .and you know as bad as they feel for having forgotten you .you always feel worse for being forgotten .thinking you're not important enough to been seen as a member of the group

today i was forgotten .i'm almost certain it wasn't on purpose .as you would know if you have read a couple of my blogs is that i have chronic fatigue syndrome .in the mornings i'm given concerta .its the generic brand of ritalin and in adults it acts as speed .i need to get my sleeping ass up and going in the morning .though it doesn't get me going just makes it hard for me to sleep .anyway this morning i woke up and it was about 10:30 .usually i remember being given my medicine and this morning i didn't. so after i got dressed i went into the kitchen and there was sitting my pill bottle still containing my medicine .so i took it and i'm waiting for it to kick in .but honestly i just want to go back to sleep

like i said i'm pretty certain that i wasn't forgotten on purpose .but it still doesn't help getting the feeling of being forgotten all the times before .remembering the feeling of sitting there thinking "did they forget me?" .its never a fun feeling .well that is unless you're trying to be forgotten and then of coarse you're always remembered