just mind your own damn business

for the past six weeks i've been bringing my girlfriend to work every morning at 5am .and i don't mind getting up that early because i love her .not to mention the fact that she has to have a job if she wants to stay here .to start off with it was weird her not being here during the day and i missed her a lot .i guess i'm more use to her not being here during the day now though i still miss her being around .and i like to kiss and hug her when i drop her off .wish her a good day and so forth

this morning there were two women standing outside by the front door smoking and talking to one another and we pulled up .stop .i hug and kiss her and since she drove there i had to get out and get in the driver seat .i grabbed her lunch from the floor and walked to the front of the car where i met her again and once more hugged and kissed her .handed her her lunch and told her to have a good day .after she walked off and inside the building one of the women that was standing out front said "bye, i miss you already" .i laughed cause i though it was funny .i still do think its funny .but then i wonder why she would say something like that .and i think she was jealous of amilia and i

milk

i love milk .2% .whole .i'm not to much a fan of the skim milks but i'll drink them .i use to drink a lot of milk day and night for breakfast and midnight snacks but now that i don't sleep alone i can't drink it at night any more .it sucks too because i love having a snack before i go to sleep .but something in the milk makes me snore and since i'm sharing the bed with my girlfriend and my snoring wakes her .i don't drink the milk .so she's able to get sleep and get up to go to work .not much sweet food tastes good without milk but its a sacrifice i'll make

laser engraver

i really want one but the budget models cost 5 thousand dollars .and the nice ones capable of cutting things are 30 thousand .there is a company called epilog lasers which makes the nice 30 thousand dollar models .what i don't understand is how a small machine like that can cost so much and a CNC plasma cutter capable of cutting a piece of steel 8' by 4' only cost 10 thousand .of coarse the plasma cutter isn't able to engrave but i think it'd be more able to make more things then a laser engraver .but of coarse i want them both

i do have a small shot in the dark and that needle in the haystack called a laser engraver .a very awesome website called instructables.com is having a contest where the grand prize is epilog lasers newest model of cutter .you have to enter something an "awesome project with a green twist" .i'm not sure if i'm capable of epic but i know i can do green .i hate spending money on new materials when you can just find the materials you need laying around .i suppose i could enter the boomerang and jewelry box i'm making out of oak that i got from the fire wood pile .i know i'm going to need a lot of luck and i guess prayers wouldn't hurt either but i don't know if it's something god should be bothered over

wait

i'm there with you .i recently filed for SSI .which stands for something i don't recall but whatever .its income for me since i can't work .the only problem is its going to take 4-6 months for an answer .MONTHS .i new government was slow but damn that's insane .i already hate to wait but when i know how long i'll have to wait its more painful as time seems to slow down only to torture me

i did go ahead and get a lawyer already to assist me in getting the disability benefits so maybe with him it'll go a little faster .but i somehow doubt it

i'm not an early riser

i hate getting up in the morning .but for the next three weeks and the three weeks past i've been having to get up early to bring my girlfriend to work .i love her .but like i said i'm not a morning person